Zahra grows up with what you would call as a child prodigy. She can talks sooner than other child on her age, walk much earlier than other, and even she is capable of doing math much faster than other too. It is inevitable that her parents put a lot of expectation upon Zahra since her early age, one would say that the expectation is too high for a child could bear at that moment yet there is no sign from her parent that they going to lower it anytime soon.

At early year, Zahra was happy being showered by her parent's love. But as she grow up older; she learn the harsh truth about reality. An old legend story of Icarus comes up to her mind when she tries to describe that year but her intelligence plateaued early. At her teenage year, her academic performance become subpar and even to some point even below standard. The praise from her parents quickly turn into a sharp insults and abuse - declaring that she become the shame of her family. All of the happiness that she received when she was child become like a dream to her ironically become source of her trauma. Her trauma take a form as a constant insulting whisper within her mind that has one goal is to push her down deeper and deeper, she doesn't know why that happened and how it works; she is too scared to go actually visit a psychiatrist and decide to become a recluse. Her parents decides to ignore her existence completely and only at least give her the minimum to survive like a cheap food and all.

Now she spend most of her time in front of her computer and play MMORPG while doing a roleplay. She doesn't roleplay solely because she likes it; she has learned that if she tries to focus on something. The voice on her head decrease significantly.